Left out

Wow!! I think they really don't wish that I go and bother them. Don't even asked whether I want to go along. Why like that sia!! Really want to watch but can't possibly ask me to be so bhb and join them like nobody's business! I'm really sick and tired of all this. Can't even be myself expressing what I really think.

I shouldn't join them. I shouldn't be with them. I'm don't deserve all this...